Posted 5 days ago
Hallucinogenics
Every time I’m tripping I always think of suicide, why ? I’m not sure but it just seems to make perfect sense at the moment. How just the thought of how the world functions and how society acts. It’s seems like if I were to die I would wake up to find myself laying on a table with wires and tubes coming out of my body everywhere and people are watching me through a mirror. I also feel like I don’t know enough or understand enough better yet. Like as if there’s not enough space in my head , my brain needs to expand for I can understand. I feel certain people killed them selfs cause they knew. They knew what though? They had insight on something , like as if this life was meaningless to what the next life has in store. But these thoughts are mine and no one else can really understand what I mean.
I'm 17 , ain't much to me just being who I wanna be.
